There’s too much for him to process from an emotional standpoint of what just happened,” (…) In true Dean fashion, “he’s gonna try to bottle it up, and … eventually it’s going to come crashing out.” - Jensen Ackles
“I think Dean is very clearly pushing something down. Not wanting to talk about it, doing the classic Dean bit.” (..) Sam “didn’t have the same relationship that Dean did with Cas, but he did love Cas and vice versa,” - Jared Padalecki
"https://www.themarysue.com/sdcc-2017-supernatural-cast-interview/
Thanks to the lovely @ibelieveinthelittletreetopper.
I think I’ll just go lie down in a puddle of my own tears of joy now.
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So, wait, Jared… wait… Sam did LOVE Cas, but didn’t have the same relationship with Cas as Dean? So if Sam did LOVE Cas… do you mean that Dean’s relationship to Cas is NOT love? Because… it’s NOT the SAME, right? Or do you mean that Sam’s LOVE for Cas is different to what Dean feels about Cas? Because, to me, that’s what it looks like you’re saying here. That what Dean is pushing down and bottling up, those emotions he cannot handle - in true Dean fashion - the emotions that will come crashing out, these emotions are to do with Dean’s relationship to Cas, which is based, surely, in his LOVE for Cas, right? Because they do share a more profound bond. Right? So that relationship can’t somehow be LESS on the emotional scale than what Sam feels for Cas. RIGHT??
And that love Dean feels for Cas is different to the love Sam has felt for Cas. DIFFERENT.
They feel DIFFERENT TYPES OF LOVE FOR CAS.
That’s right, isn’t it? That’s what YOU JUST SAID, JARED PADALECKI.
They’re seriously just confirming shit now. Like —- done. Like —- this look:

Yeah. Intentional and rehearsed and LOOK AT HIS FACE. FUUUUCK. WHEN IS IT OCTOBERRRRR???? I NEED IT TO BE OCTOBERRRRR!!!!
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YES!!!^^^“Didn’t have the same relationship that Dean did with Cas”…
(Um, BLESS YOU, JARED. CHUCK BLESS YOU, YOUR WIFE, YOUR KIDS, YOUR FUTURE GRAND-KIDS, YOUR FUTURE GREAT-GRANDKIDS, YOUR DOG(S), YOUR HOUSE, YOUR POOL, YOUR BED, YOUR BRAIN-)
Seriously – if Sam loved Cas yet had a DIFFERENT relationship with him compared to Dean, then what the flipping hell does Dean feel??? What KIND of relationship do Dean and Cas share that (clearly & continuously) distinguishes itself from Sam and Cas?? What kind of deep and narratively complex relationship pushes Dean - after Cas’s death - to the point of Emotional Incapacitation; to the point of an Emotional Breakdown where Dean’s broken mental state explodes in awful ways????
A ROMANTIC ONE (vs Sam’s FAMILIAL, platonic bond) because newsflash: Dean is IN LOVE with Cas. Sam is NOT. *cries* @thetwistedwillow @sactownbrowns3 @weathergirl83 @amwritingmeta

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